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I have a simple mantra when it comes to making art. Create with your heart and your hands will follow. I'm not a trained artist. I have no professional background in art. In fact, I don't even use a color wheel. But I do show up here in what I call my lab and I experiment, I play,
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I make a lot of discoveries and through the entire process of it, I heal and I grow. My name is Mansi, and I am a mixed media artist and a creativity facilitator for women. I love playing with colors, and you will almost always find my hands covered in paint, my clothes with splatters,
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and my table and my floor just always colorful. healing to me to be able to do finger painting, to create things for myself, because that's why I do art. It's for me. It's not for anyone else. It's not for social media likes. It's not for people pleasing. It's to bring my heart joy,

Of Childhood Wounds and Paint Spills

How Motherhood Helped Me Become the Artist I am

Some of you know pieces of my journey through my previous writings, but for the first time, I'm opening my entire heart — and my family albums— to share how deep wounds from my childhood found healing through the messiest moments of being an exhausted, deflated, hyper-anxious mom.

This isn’t just a story about art. It’s about the ways childhood dreams can be silenced by well-meaning “experts,” how that silence can echo through decades, and how healing sometimes arrives in the most unexpected packages — like spilled tempera paint and a toddler’s infectious curiosity.

It's one thing to read about transformation. It's another entirely to see it unfold —to watch the journey from wounded to healing, from silence to expression, from isolation to community.

This video is my heart laid bare, my story in living color.

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For those who’ve been with me through my journey, this will add new dimensions to the stories you already know. For those just joining me, welcome to the most honest introduction I could possibly offer.

What you’ll see isn’t polished or perfect. It’s real. It’s messy. It’s deeply human. Just like the art we make, just like the healing we pursue, just like the community we’re building together.

I’ll be here in the comments, heart open, ready to hold space for whatever this story stirs in you. Because while this video tells my story, I know that within it are echoes of your own — your own creative wounds, your own healing journey, your own path back to joy.

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Looking forward to hard, heartfelt conversations with you.

Mansi.

🎨 The Journey So Far:

On Letting My Parents Down

On letting my parents down

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June 7, 2024
On letting my parents down

This post also has a Podcast Version.

My Only Constant

My Only Constant

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June 13, 2024
My Only Constant

The podcast/audio version in a more conversational style is available here.

Damaged Goods

Damaged goods

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June 20, 2024
Damaged goods

All images here are my digital avatars created as part of a series called “Exploring the Self.” Some of these were exhibited in London and New York in 2012.

A Lot. But Also A Little.

A Lot. But also a little.

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October 15, 2024
A Lot. But also a little.

A quick introduction for all of you new to my art journey and a warm hello to those who have been part of my creative explorations for a while.

P.S. My studio (or "lab" as I fondly call it) is messy and full of color at all times — proof that sometimes our deepest healing comes through embracing exactly what we were once told we couldn't be.

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Geoffrey Gevalt's avatar

There it is.

Really appreciated seeing the whole piece.

Look forward to exploring the rest of your work.

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Many thanks, Geoffrey. And, welcome!

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Pam's avatar

Mansi, you very much are a mixed media artist, and one of the kindest souls I know. I loved seeing Mira as a little one especially with paint on your noses. I look forward to hearing you speak and reading about your life’s journey. You touch my heart in many ways, all good, I’m proud of you. 💗

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Thank you, Pam. I miss her cheeks!! And I am so grateful she steered me on this path and continues to keep me company. 🥰

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and my table and my floor just always colorful. healing to me to be able to do finger painting, to create things for myself, because that's why I do art. It's for me. It's not for anyone else. It's not for social media likes. It's not for people pleasing. It's to bring my heart joy,